I was at an ex-friend's home for dinner. This ex-friend was controlling and disrespectful throughout the years but was very supportive of me during difficult times. As the years went by, I found her disrespect intolerable and ended the friendship. In the dream I was at her home and I was behaving very badly by throwing dishes and breaking things. I knew this behaviour was wrong but could not stop.
This dream suggests that you may be feeling conflicted about the intensity of your emotions towards this ex-friend. The dinner at her home could represent the past and the memories of the supportive times you shared with her. However, your destructive behavior in the dream suggests that there are underlying feelings of anger, frustration, and even resentment that you may still carry towards her for her controlling and disrespectful behavior.
This dream may be a reflection of your subconscious mind telling you to release your negative emotions towards this ex-friend. It is possible that you are still clinging on to these emotions, and it may be causing you distress. Additionally, this dream may also be urging you to address any unresolved issues you have had with her in the past so that you can move on and find healing.